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As much as I love writing and want to be a success..hell if it would pay my bills I would be happy...I'm lacking in motivation again. Perhaps it's because I feel stalled. No matter how much time or effort I try to put into things I still seem to come out lacking. I'm rapidly approaching my thirties and the need to have a stable life is increasing.

I want the freedom of knowing at the end of the month everything will be paid. I want to have kids someday and I hear that takes money...you know so they can have food and clothing.

So right now I'm trying to figure out if I should move on and not waste anymore of my precious time or keep trying. I need motivation or a sign...or something to help me figure out what the hell I'm doing.

Perhaps this is a phase but it seems to keep popping into my head more and more. When I talk to my guy about it he's supportive, and I love him for it. But I he's a little biased.

I just feel sort of lost right now.